A day has passed
A new experienced last
Your hands guided the day through
I wanna say thank You.
Sometimes I may forget to utter this word
Thinking that You already knew
How thankful I am to have You
But a whisper of gratitude is enough for You.
Tough times and heartaches felt
Happy moments and smiles is in
Love and care received from You
All I can say is… Thank You.
Thirty years of existence
Until last month of this year
I realized what Dream is
Thinking before that dream means only to achieve your ultimate goal
Not until I understand that I want to keep attaining my objectives
Continue living in Him everyday of my life
I haven’t experienced failure
Til I had my first year in college
That day gave me two emotions
Wanted to stop or moved on
Failure teaches us to realize mistakes
Helps to achieve our everyday goal
Make us grow and accomplish obstruction
Keeping in the right track in Him
is my dream.
The heart feels the pain
As if it cries out loud but no sound can be heard
Accepting my failure is all I can do
Sadness is around me.
People may not see the tears running through my eyes
But the heart endureth the ache
I just dont know how to express things out
All I can say is Im so sorry
Letting the tears just flow…from my heart.
There are times that tears wants to run through my eyes
My heart cries in pain
Sadness and emptiness is in me
But the peace and love from You
makes me smile.
Talking to You in silence
Confessing my shortcomings
takes off the trouble and worries
Leaving my mind and heart in peace and gladness
That makes me wear my smile.
Please hold my hand as I go through this journey
As long as You’re with me
Feel your everyday love and care
In my face there is always
a sweet SMILE.
My heartbeat pounds louder
Thoughts of You is always heard
Your words remains in me
And will always live within
You are my strength…my wisdom…my love.
When I am down
You are by my side
When I am alone
You are always there for me
When I am glad
You are in my heart.
I want to be with You
When that time comes
That’s my happiest moment
Please always guide me in my journey
Until I will be with You, Father.
My heart is at ease
My mind is with Your words
Everyday struggles is fine
As long as I know Your’re with me.
Though sometimes I feel strange
There are times like I want to give up
As if I am helpless
But You are always in time of comfort
My hope is always in You
I am listening to music but the sound does not seem to enter
The pain inside me is roaming around the air
Emptiness and sadness bothers me
My crying heart is saying, I’m so sorry Father
I don’t want to feel this way but I can’t help it
I admit my weaknesses and I know You’re always there
Listening
Looking
Smiling
and carrying me in Your hand.
I want to sit and think of my happy moments
Listening that sweet and beautiful voice
The sound of his words and teachings
It’s a happy moment.
Standing in the midst with my brethren
Singing the songs of Praise
Offering the Thanksgiving
It’s a happy moment.
Having these beautiful thoughts in my heart
Until my last breath, gripping the true doctrines
When I can reach the perfection, the eternal life
Seeing Your face, is the happiest moment.
Tears falls down on my face
I appreciate the way You teaches me
I always try to understand and learn
Every moment that happens
I’m glad to say “Arigatu”
Sometimes it hurts
But a smile is always in me
Thinking how lucky I am
To have You by my side
Protecting me in all times and all ways
“Arigatu”, Thank You so much for always being there for me.
I can’t think of being so brave enough
My knee shattered every time I think of the meaning of life
This is not possible without any help
Being alone is no easy.
A friend’s smile and encouragement are a help
The parents’ touch is a relief
and You as guidance completes
To get along an obstacle that sometimes hard to overcome.
Gives strength and support
To keep this journey
Until the next vigor I can make
The last tears that will drop
The final courage I can have.
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